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Trip with Love ♥

2012-02-09T14:09:00.000+08:00

Have been planning a day trip with Lionel for ages. But work always gets in the way .Nevertheless he did bring me out to have fun around Kuching. But a day trip is always the best because we get to spend time together the whole day doing those stuff like in the movies. haaha. Have been planning to go kayak-ing at Sinar Serapi , but then , when we arrived , the weather didn't agree at all with our plan .So , we ended up taking a video of Brandon's singing. :D

Not bad :)

Clinton , Chelski , Maclair , Lionel , Brandon :D

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So , around 4pm almost 5pm , nothing to do , I thought of going to Damai to see the sun set . So Lionel drove us there . His friends went back home earlier cause they were tired HAHA. So off we go :)

It's been quite long since my last trip to Damai or any other beach . I remember the last time I went here, my Ipod drowned :')

Ah Hello Beach ♥

LOVE ♥

Mine is on the right, while he's on the left . ♥

Lionel spotted this love ♥

I love you too :) ♥

Be My Valentine this year ? ♥

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Accidental edit , and it looks simply , beautiful ♥

Waiting for the sun to set.

Good bye sun , see you tomorrow ♥

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The only place I wanna be at right now , is anywhere near you . ♥

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On the plus side , I got my comic bloggers collaboration calendar . Sherrie sent it to me . A little gift from Miao&WafuPafu haha :D yay . Actually , I've tried ordering it from Ernest , but all those credit card complications , and I don't even have a credit card :( sad. So , big thanks to Sherrie and Jian from Miao&WafuPafu haha ♥

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Moral-of-the-story ; Break free from what doesn't brings you happiness , and enjoy life to the fullest !

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Life don't have its limits

2012-02-02T17:03:00.000+08:00

My weeks are like bumps, never straight, and full of dramas.

I have been acting really cautious lately. I really tried not to trigger something that might end up becoming a huge fire. At times, I try my best to hide myself, deny every thing and act as if nothing has happen.

God wants me to choose. And with this I have to tell the truth, and sacrifice. But I couldn't. I don't have the heart to. I'm really afraid of hurting's people feelings, especially when they have no faults against me. I may not be the bestest friend, But I've been a cautious one.

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So, how's life?

I've been going out every night. Trying out the different activities offered around Kuching. Like the other day, I went on the Pirate Ship at Hills. URGH. I felt like puking after that. And I got all green sick the rest of the night , remembering it can make me feel like puking. It's that bad :( Then, the next night, went roller blading. Tonight go Go Kart . HAHA. Which reminds me, I just bought a Diana Mini :D

If only it was pink.. or leopard :( But then, I'm still happy I finally own a Lomo Camera. After days of looking at customers, buying it and sending their films, I finally get to try it too :D Have been bringing it out to snap around , I can't wait to see the outcome :D HM

Moral-of-the-story ; Don't go play Pirate Ship D: *pukes*

Dusts

2012-01-29T20:51:00.000+08:00

27th January 2012

It was still the first week of chinese new year, and most of the shops were close. So I asked my boss if we could close early, and so we(Me and Grace) did. Then later, Lionel picked us up. Then we went to Fullhouse. My first time there. After reading so many cute reviews about it, and it's vicinity, I finally went there. The interior is super cute, too bad, I didn't get to take pictures cause I didn't bring my camera :(

3 of us ordered Lemon Green Tea. Feels like this few days, I kept on indulging myself with green tea, LOLOL.

Then when I opened the menu, I saw Al-Funghi. And I was like, never heard of it before. Maybe I should try. Then when it comes, it was full with mushroom. I can't eat mushroom, cause of some accident I had in the past. Trauma :( Then I finally got it, Funghi, Fungi. LOL. should have read the description but was too lazy that night . haha So I switched meals with Grace.

And I ate her chicken chop. LOL. Okay la. :P

After dinner, we went to Boulevard, cause it has been longed since I've been there. Should be about a year already. sad. The interior decor was nice tho. And weird at the same time. They purposely make as if the dragon flew in from wall to wall. HAHA.

Then Lionel go ask me check my degree and stuff. Then the next thing I knew, he bought me three different colour lenses. -___- APALA.

And since then, I've been trying my very best to use it. If not, I would be just wasting someone's else money. I had some difficulties using it. I don't know why. My eyes to small :( Every time I wanna put in, I'll see an optician. double LOL.

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Moral-of-the-story; Bloggers always have their camera/phone-camera around to snap photographic memories .

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My second and Third day CNY

2012-01-26T01:26:00.001+08:00

I open house on the 2nd day, invited my old classmates, and anybody who asked. And the whole morning, my house was packed with relatives. They're the first to arrive, had a really tired time serving them drinks. And my house space isn't really that wide either. (until one day my grandma complain that she didn't wanna live with us cause there isn't any space for her to breathe HAHA #truestory) My house many stuff one, but then, I still live comfortably. So anyways, after my relative left, my friends came in pairs, in groups. Then my brother's friend came too. And the house was packed again. Well, at least the food finish la. LOL. my dad cooked kacang ma. And we catered outside food too, which we thought wouldn't feed enough, but ended up having leftovers. Okay la. Not bad. :)

Then at night, went out to Ipoh Town with Ronald, Kenny and Ray. They bring me drink coffee at night. xD haha. I also want go , apala -_- then at night, I can't sleep. So last night ended up sleeping at 5am :D I spent my night, texting, spamming people, online. LOL. :(

Then on the 3rd day of CNY, I woke up around 8am like that, bath and stuff. Then wait for David to come and fetch me go visiting. xD Okay ba, we went to 4 houses, including his. Arrive his house, he feed me with cheese cake one. :( die lo die lo. I gain few KGs thanks to CNY already . HAHA I didn't go check, I don't dare LOL. I remember how Cheng used to comfort me, she would say, that the weight machine spoilt and stuff, and I would always feel less sad. But was still sad. Can't help it ba, must eat. :( What to do, fat also fat la. I no time go jogging, exercise and stuff :( oh ehe, then around 5pm like that, went home, and sleep. Then when I woke up it was already 8pm, can't bath eh, so I hang out outside home with my sisters, Grace, Delson, and Leon. Hang outwith them very fun one. Throw them one topic, they'll discuss like hell ah xD

I've just completed a meaningless yet meaningful post about 2 days of my week.

You know what's funny? Last week, I was being all depress, like it's the end of the world. And then, suddenly this week, runs very smoothly, this feeling is like everything I've always wanted. It feels happy. But this feeling always never last one, the saddest thing about it too, it always ends fast too. It's how life works. Nothing always goes the way you want it, when you want, and how you want it. :(

Moral-of-the-story ; Never drink coffee at night even tho you're confident you still can sleep even after drinking it.

CNY 2012

2012-01-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

I am in love with my dress :D

It took me few weeks to search high and low for the perfect dress for new year, and finally, the other day, saw this near the place I was working. And I instantly fell in love :D

So, what's your favourite part of Chinese New Year? :D *pause* aww. I like that too! My favourite part was when I got paid to eat. :D :D :D

Too bad, I got old, and old, people stopped giving me angpaos :( should do a pony tail hair the next time I'm going visiting. haha

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Today, I went to 6 houses altogether. 3 house in the morning, 3 house in the evening. In between I had to go home, cause my sister's friend is coming.

Ate just the basic food people always serve during festive seasons. Damn full :( But I like :D at least can eat, and I think I gain weight. I don't dare to go check.

cousin cousin auntie uncle LOL

me and my sister. :D

sisters :D

Despite the rain today, people still devour themselves in fire crackers, went from house to house just to eat. It would be better if it wasn't raining. Just cloudy like that. Cause when it rains, there'll be mud all over. and when there's mud, my new flats will get dirty :( :(

I don't what else crap to say.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE :D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2012-01-23T09:39:00.000+08:00

December last year, I stumbled upon something and, I like joining competitions, so I joined. And I was shocked, when Mr.TehTarik told me I won. LOL. I won a little something from him from Japan. :D cute right? and it makes this sound, that whenever it hits the wind, it can wake the whole household wake up from their beauty sleep. LOL. I just got it, 2 days ago. sad but just in time for new year :D :D

which reminds me, Happy Chinese New Year people!

My Chinese New Year feast LOL. Didn't really do those reunion stuff cause most of my chinese side of the family celebrates in Sibu. sad right? :( I can't go there. :( :(

Then after dinner, me, my two sisters, Delson and his PLKN friend, Leon, went to chill at Starbucks. After much thought, we decided to watch a movie. The Underworld Awakening.

When human forces discover the existence of the Vampire and Lycan clans, a war to eradicate both species commences. The vampire warrioress Selene leads the battle against humankind.

Source here.

The movie is kinda nice. I paid attention the whole time. Except those little time where I need to reply texts. But then, I watched it. And I pretty much enjoy it. Which is weird. Because I don't usually watch movies like this. I THINK THEY'RE MOCKING TWILLIGHT lol Vampires, and werewolves that they called Lycans?? LOL. I guess watching it in 3D would be nice, but then, what if, those tearing up people's faces came when you're watching it in 3D. euw. wouldn't that be.... simply... disgusting. D:

I give it a 6/10 :3

After movie, we went out the building to find the rain pouring down. And it was 12am that moment. People were still shooting their fireworks. Chinese New Year Spirit :') For the first 9 minutes, we stayed in the car watching the fireworks.

We stopped in the front of someone playing firecrackers :D woo

Then we got home, and my neighbourhood so quiet one. don't know why, maybe they all go reunion dinner LOL. only my opposite neighbour play XP they got so many the long one. maybe they want more luck to come in? haha :D

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Me and my buddy, Delson :3

So long no see him! He went to PLKN, and now he's back for the holidays. Anyone messing with him, have to face.... ohh candy :D :D :D :D

We've been friends for 2 years, can consider 3 years liao XP yee. Love him to bits :))

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And lastly, my camwhore picture would like to wish everyone,

A blessed Chinese New Year! Happy Dragon year!

I have a dream

2012-01-20T10:09:00.000+08:00

I couldn't let my blog die. No way.

I've been busy working. But during work, there's nothing to be busy about. Unless I worked myself up by wiping the windows my boss always wanted me to do. I got nagged yesterday, now I fear of getting fired :( Hey, at least I sweep the floor every day , and mop the floor too! :P

Ah. I had a rough day yesterday, I hate it when people force me to do things. You know. Who doesn't? Especially when people force me to spill out my secret. I mean, WHO ARE YOU TO DO THAT?! :( Now my secret is severely out, and I fear this secret will get out out.

I didn't mean tooo.. :'( But how can you control something that the heart desire?

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Drop that topic.

Have you heard of SOPA? If not, it's STOP ONLINE PIRACY ACT. It means, my blog will be force to close down, I will go to jail because I've copied pictures into my blog from Google. HECK. Then, all the mp3 songs I've downloaded online, I'll get caught for it. What.The.Hell. Then, if the internet is not for that, then what is it for? To study and only study stuff? Bitch please. Even wikipedia has contents that violated the SOPA rule. I just don't understand what Lamar Smith Congressman is thinking, but I think he just wants people to throw him out.

If you disagree with SOPA, write congress now! and vote NO to SOPA!

Moral-of-the-story; DO NOT ACT STUPIDLY !

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Here's To The Past

2012-01-17T08:33:00.000+08:00

I broke my 8 months relationship just like that. SNAP and everything's gone.

It's quite hard to see this walked past through me, who knew things could gone this way. We thought we would be happy for each other, forever. But as usual, I thought wrong. I thought I was happy. But I guess, I don't know what's happy. I don't know what's love. I don't know life. I thought I knew what life is, what love is, what happy is. But I knew nothing.

I'm sorry.

Someone told me, if you said sorry to the person you killed and every thing is going to be fine, then it's okay. But the fact is, nothing is going to be the same anymore. I've just pushed us into that lonely side where everybody is trying to avoid. I've just pushed myself into that lonely pit again.

Well, honestly, I don't regret a thing. I wasn't the one. And you have to see that. Find somebody better. Somebody less like me. Probably somebody who can't leave your side. My friend once told me, that, all of us have to learn, know how to let go. Else how will we live in this cruel, cruel world. I've been there. I've done that. And now I'm sorry.

If you're with the wrong ones? How would you know?

Depression

2012-01-14T15:14:00.000+08:00

For a girl that is constantly happy, she torture herself everyday.

Nothing's going right. Why is this happening to me? WHY WHY WHY WHY. what happen to all those happy moments? Don't I want them to happen? Why is this all torturing me right now?

I guess, I've been depress for quite a while, and I remember saying , the best days of my life are the days where I cry the most. I guess Libra has the melodramatic trait where they tend to like drama. I guess you can say that, I'm a drama queen.

But you know, we made a promise and all. And sometimes, promises are hard to keep. Cause things change. And you can't stop it from happening. I couldn't face you now, I couldn't see you the way I used to see you. It's all different now. If I could, I would try to understand why I feel this way. Maybe, cause we're from two different world. Since before. We were kinda hard to connect to each other. We don't agree much , and we tend to fight a lot. And mostly, I couldn't understand you. I would if I could. But I couldn't. I don't understand me.

But everything didn't work the way it should have been. Then God must have different plans for us in the future. If things don't work the way it should, maybe it's just about time. I don't know how to face my problems, and most of the time, I don't know the main cause.

I don't understand me, I don't understand you, I don't understand us.

Blog Blog Blog

2012-01-13T12:01:00.000+08:00

Friday the 13th.

I don't believe in any of this shenanigans, but decided to play along cause I don't know? Sometimes I wonder, why do I do things without a proper reason? it's like I'm always doing things without thinking. I mean, how is that a good trait in a future lawyer? No matter how hard I try, I always do things without thinking.

Few days ago, I was in depress mode. I've not spoken it out to anybody. Which has been a torturing thing to do. But then, it often strikes me, is it worth it? or does it work to talk about our problems? I mean, I'm a really stubborn girl, so people giving advises to me, is like a dog talking to a wall. Useless. Nevertheless, I can move ways, if somebody provoke me. Yea. I realize that, whenever somebody provoke me, I'll changed. Maybe I think they're being annoying. But it doesn't always work. Sometimes I'll find ways to hit them back. LOL

Going back to depression, it feels like I'm all alone. But the fact is, I have a lot of friends around. I'm able to laugh, joked with them. And even tho I feel depress, it stays in an egg shell inside me. Will talking do any good? I'm just wondering why am I so sensitive? Why do I make the stupidest decisions? And Why is it when I really have a problem with non-joking related content, I won't discuss it out? Isn't that much easier? Sometimes, I don't understand myself. And no it's not PMS. I'm too weird sometimes.

How's work this few days?

Oh work is fine. I'm getting the hang of every thing. Even dreamt I held my very own Lomo Camera. I'm mostly alone at times. Staring at awesome things happening inside the pc. Thinking is this what I want? I guess? It's better to work, then to be stuck home, unable to breathe the open air often, afterall, I'm being a pay a good pay. Why should I still be complaining? At least, I get to online. (and hear CNY songs being played) .

Life. I've nothing to blog about this few days. Have no where to be. I can't wait for CNY. My financial is currently hanging trying to survive at a high cliff. Yes, I'm nearly broke. I spend a lot. WHAT HAPPEN TO SAVING MONEY!

I miss school. Not the lessons. But the "hanging out with friends" only. It's weird to think, before this, I wanted to get out of school. I think it's just my stress brain thinking. Now I feel stressless, and moneyless. I don't even know that I need to apply some IPTA forms during high school. Which I didn't cause I didn't listened to the talks. And just the other day my friend asked me whether I got the forms and stuff, I answered no. Now, I'm wondering whether I can get into a decent college. I tried. I hope my result comes out pretty. :') I looked up the internet, on colleges I can go to further on with Law and the ones offered in Malaysia mostly has something to do with Islamic. If it's not an Islam College , it's a Law course offering to teach Islam Civilizations. What happen to love.....

Appreciation

2012-01-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

You know how whenever there's a recycle campaign or advertisement, most of it would have the end of the world or global warming content. It's true tho! If you don't recycle, reuse and reduce, how many woods are you going to let be cut to make more of the papers you threw away just because you scribbled something ugly? How many more tins are you going to let laying around? How many plastic pencil holders are people going to produce just because some people are lazy of making pencil holder using tins. My point is, appreciate life and don't do anything that will ruin everything you've created since long.

And since I've made a new resolution about it, I might as well jot down everything I'm going to appreciate so at the end of the year, I can really see my progress. HEE :)

Here are a few things I feel the need to appreciate. I don't appreciate much tho. I prefer buying new ones and abandoning the old ones. HAIZ. life.

Pizzas with the boyfie and the sister. Awesome people and awesome food. ♥

And recently, I started working, used almost all my paycheck on new clothes, new stuff. But then, I did gave some of my pay to my mum. Because I want to show that I appreciate her. I wonder if money is enough.... because at this age, I can't really do much. :/

My little sister. Basically my whole family. HEE. ♥

The other day I was online on Facebook, and I was stalking her quite a bit, and saw one of her status saying, "this person has made my year awesome! -insert my profile link-" at first I thought she was going to put her own profile link, but when I click it, it was mine. AWWW :'))

This 2 new babies I got. The brown one was bought using my own paycheck, and the pink is from dad's. I've been stalking both of these for too long already. Thankyou daddyyy :))

Nuff said. But I don't know what I'll do without these crazy people in my family. xx

I'm not sure whether they know how much I love and need them, but deep down they're all that matters. I may seem like I don't care about anything, like I don't appreciate anything, but you'll never know what's lock up inside the core of my heart. HEE not to forget, my love for the Lord, my love for my boyfie, and my love for my close friends. What am I without them?

Just the other day, Kuching was raining dogs and cats, and the next day, most of the low land area flooded. When I heard that Kuching was flooded, especially town area, I was kinda shock? I couldn't believe cause my dad once told me, if my house were to be flooded, whole Kuchng would be a river. Oh wait... er nevermind. haha. so anyways, early that morning, my boyfie told me, that a girl drowned and died in the flooded downpour. I was double shock! HOW CAN HOW CAN. but it did happen. this shows that life can end in a sudden way, and it can happen to anyone. Appreciate life:))

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7 ATE 9

2012-01-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

Finally, I polaraid picture of us. ♥

It's our 8 monthsarry, and I can say, we succeed in less fighting.. I guess? LOL. Honestly, I think the only reason we can avoid fights, is when he tolerates me, is when he willingly gives in to me. I feel, it's unfair. Hey I like fights. And I like justice. I just hate it when he gives in to me, instead of fighting for what's right. And because of this, I barely can understand what's his thinking at times. I wish I'm like Edward, I wish I could read minds. HEEE

As we all know, school has reopen, and as we know it, I've graduated from high school, and he just entered form 4. BTW, he's actually 17 now. :P EHEH. ER I miss walking back home with him. Miss all those laughters, chatters, and US everyday. Now, I've work, he has school, we can't always meet :| It's just lucky the place I'm currently working at is not far from his house. HEE

People often ask me, why don't I just enter form 6? Well, to me, form 6 is er, waste of er time? HAHA. As I was always taught by my dad, studies is always a priority, so I wouldn't go back to school just because of him. I've goals and options. Even if, we can't always meet, but hey, we don't need to meet all the time to proof love right? :)

I miss him ♥

We ate his favourite food to celebrate our monthsarry, Pizza Hut lol. I feel like in this week alone, I've savour on pizzas everyday. well just 3 days a week, but still... it feels like everyday -_- It's all thanks to him for always talking about it, making me craving for it. haha :D OHYA, some handsome dude, fell and trip on him at Pizza Hut. hahahah ;D I was like, "how do you feel about him falling on you?" LOL then I said again, "I hope he's girlfriend is not jealous" :3

HMM. still loving each other after 8 months, 36 weeks, 245 days ♥

Farewell

2012-01-04T09:55:00.002+08:00

30th December 2011

Me, Shilly and half of Pei Ing :)

Last week was Shilly last day, my colleague. She had to teach me everything about the shop before she leave T.T and I taught her what happen to love. hahahaha :D Even tho we just met, but there's this strong bond, between me and this kid, that was indescribable :)) ♥

My bosses were kind enough to organized a Farewell dinner for her at the restaurant above OneJaya, Bukit Mata Seafood. LOL

View of the night.

Tauhu smothered with mix veges. LOL

Sea cucumber soup :D

Some siput clam thingy -.- But it was nice :D

Non of us love mushrooms. In fact, I'll get a minor headache when I eat them -.- HAHA. :D

Butter Crab ♥

couldn't get enough of the butter, I had to ask shamely for Butter Chicken :D

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It was such a satisfying meal, costs around RM103. :D Thanks Boss for the farewell party, even tho it's not mine LOL ♥

Dear Shilly Tan Li May, I did feel like crying on your last day, because I can't stand seeing people leave me one by one. And the next day, I was still hoping you'll come back to work. :') Well, you'll come back, For now, be good in school, and don't be gay! xx

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Speaking of farewell, today is the starting of another school year in Malaysia. Honestly, I really do wanna get back in school like everybody else. I feel so empty inside, and it feels like something's missing. Work is just another option in life, working fills up all the space that used to be for school. This morning, when I was up quite early to wake boyfie up, I felt a little jealous. Thinking back the stairs I used to jump down, thinking all the kinds of people I'll meet, the tests they give and the disappointments. I can't believe, I'm saying this. But, I miss school :(
Would college and Universities be able to substitute school life? I don't think so tho. Even tho they're quite similar, but I bet nothing can be compare to school. People complained alot about going to school, but one day they'll see how much they miss school. Trust me. I am there now. I always wanted this life, but why am I not enjoying it now? Form 6 is another option this year, but I don't think I want to opt for it, I don't think I want to waste my time doing things I dislike. I remember before, I dislike studying things I hate. I still am. But I kinda miss the feeling haha.
Yea, so, what's going to happen to my life this year? well I guess, I'll opt a nice college, study the thing I want, the thing that's worth it. And hopefully, I won't miss school that much. :)
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Moral-of-the-story; Don't scar yourself with things that aren't worth . :]

xx

Interesting Tittle

2012-01-02T18:49:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to put as my title HAIH T.T

So, on the 25th of December, my brother brought me to watch a movies, along together with his girlfriend, his girlfriend sister, his girlfriend sister boyfriend, and my little sister :D

We watched Jack & Jill ♥

The whole time I was watching this movie, I was laughing as well. Adam Sandler has never fail to make me laugh HAHA. :D

Family guy Jack Sadelstein prepares for the annual event he dreads: the Thanksgiving visit of his twin sister, the needy and passive-aggressive Jill, who then refuses to leave.
Source here.

- 7/10 :3
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Oh so, last night was New Years, and the night before was New Year's Eve, and despite that I still had to work, but it was okay tho. It was actually my colleagues last day T.T oh so , I went to celebrate, countdown at my uncle's house. Was pretty okay, but it was tiring, and my phone battery was dying, and is still dying as I blogged now T.T what happen to love LOL then that night, I slept at 2+am, almost three, double what happen to love D: then the next morning, I woke up at 6.30am, because I love people to much, that's why :D

Now I'm friendless, T.T well I still have friends, not closed ones. and the ones that I don't talk to much, and yes I still have my closed friends, but but PLKN kidnap them T.T what happen to love! and coincidencely, both of them got chosen to go to the same camp.

Delson, and Cheng :') ~~BYE for 2 months and 2 weeks.~~
(my eyesTT this is what happens when you have not enough sleep TT -taken on New Years)

ohya, and the day before, 31st December, is Delson's birthday. Too bad we didn't get to hang out together :( But then, I bought him a little something. :D

I was hoping he would have brought it to camp with him. ~~Cause I set CCTV up!~~ But I guess he's a boy, and boys will get tease by other boys if they'd slept with dolls/soft toys -.- HAIZ. societyy.

It's been 1 day plus since I last seen them both, and I miss them both, very, very dearly :( can't wait for them to come back for 4 days during Chinese New Year ♥ I've read too many statuses and saw many buses kick off to their respective camps, saw too many luggage, to feel jealous about not going to PLKN. Actually, if I was not chosen , I could apply for it. I guess back then, all I thought of was the fun I could have staying home, but I guess I was wrong. I mean like, eating 6 times a day, D: HAIZ. well, even tho I could apply for next batch, I rather not, cause I'd be studying then, or busy with life. And also, it's nicer to have pain hitting your heart dreaming about something, then to have it, then see it leave the next day. LOL
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My current work space :]
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Moral-of-the-story; Follow Your dreams!

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2012 baby ♥

2012-01-01T14:59:00.000+08:00

Last year, I made 11 wishes upon arriving 2011. So far....

Be an active church member. ; okayla. I did volunteered for Kids Club and I did go for the youth camp :]
Pass the 4 main science subject, bio, physics, chemistry, add maths. ; FAIL.
Finish SPM. ; ohyeahh, I've finished it alright :D
Stay single for one year. ; FAIL when I met HIM ♥
Don’t bring phone to school. ; This can say abit success la. But then, I most of the time didn't bring :D
Less online-ing. ; FAIL.
Less watching korean dramas. ; Yes Yes :'( and now because of work, I can't even watch.. at all :'( unless I stream online LOL
More studying. ; Okay Okay la. Got abit lazy 2 months before SPM. and also on the 2nd and 3rd week of SPM. xD
Sleep in the afternoon, enough sleep everyday. ; successkid.jpg
Finish up till 15 story boards. ; FAIL my creative juice ran out :'(
Face clear from pimple. ; a little bit success, I guess. :D

4/11 FAIL. YAY successkid.jpg :D Although I didn't fulfill all my last year resolution, but at least I fulfill most of it . :'3
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How I started my new year this year? well, to simplify it, it started off kinda tiring. Not enough sleep fml. I was working on new year's eve. and I'm still working on the new year. I slept at 2.30am last night, and woke up at 6.30am this morning to send my two besties off to National Service T.T I MISS THEM .
HAIZ.

So this is the year 2012, and my 12 rsolutions for this year are,

- Own a Lomo Camera.
- Get into college.
- Be satisfied and don't complain about my SPM results.
- Not breaking out of love.
- More money :o
- Be happy about after school life.
- Finally get my driving license.
- Be proud of at least two things I have in life.
- Have enough rest.
- Appreciate life more.
- Don't waste a lot of money.
- To always be there for my friends. ♥
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Dear 2012,

Please be nice to me. Just like dear ol 2011.

♥