RIP Democracy

This afternoon I've encounter something so disgusting, so pitiful , coming from people living around us. Living in Malaysia. Known as the ugly truth for some of those who had yet to wake up from their wonderful dreams of free money & free laptop .

(Translate : Alhamdulilah. Barisan National has been given the mandate to continue administering this country . It's time that we set aside all political differences and together we move forward for our beloved Malaysia )

I encounter this status by our "beloved" Prime Minister and few thousands of comments from his beloved rakyats. Bad and good . & I was having a rough day already, and to read comments that pisses me off, really took its toll on me. 

(Translate : Arezlan Insomniac : Hear yee Malay people. Look! Look at this 1 race that knows nothing about gratefulness. yet they are living in rich in Malaysia. But they still want to mock and feel dissatisfaction . This is an example of communism . Reality , the Chinese race only want to live in their own world even though they are stepping on other people's place . Wake up ! Come we unite . Become 1 to protect our place )

== *gets ready fish*

(Translate : @arezlan : Malaysia is not only for the Malays. It is also the country of the Chinese and the India. We cannot be said to be stepping other's land, because this is our land too. Because we gain independence together with the Malays. Because we are not suppose to be called Chinese, Malay, India but supposedly be called a Malaysian. You don't have to feel big just because the government puts the Malays first, this was not meant to happen in the first place. This is why, the multiracial in Malaysia fight with each other. Then comes a big head person such as you. This is why we want a change in the government. Not only our present government treats and side the Malays too much but also because they are dirty and full with corruption. Open your eyes ! Even though the government treat the Malay very nice, but what happens to the other races ? Being put aside and not given the same treatment . Please do not be so selfish . )

Then comes this person who pisses me off more & is the inspiration for me blogging now. 

(Translation : Zuzaila Zue : Hey Priscilla. You forbidden you drink drunk only , cigarette dealers, killer in silent , gamble till bankrupt . Really not pure ah you. Puii )

And there I was doing the pokerface thinking how does Zuzaila Zue even knows me ? or knows that I am all of the above. I mean where do they get these things? They learn from Najib is it ? Learn to defame innocent people. Ya ya , supporters of Najib , all learn his tricks . For all we know, they even learn his latest magic trick as well. And they're gonna use it in examination or even in the office after this. Tsk  . Anyways, people who really know would know that I do not drink and get drunk as I don't have the time to even drink . -_- I have no body to get cigarette from to bring in and I don't even smoke . I've certainly never killed anyone, OH WAIT. I REMEMBER. THAT TIME WHEN I ACCIDENTALLY MADE MY SIMS STARVE. AND SHE DIED. Then I load back my past saving of the game and TAADDAA my Sims is alive again and she has no memory that I accidentally kill her. wooopss we have a badass here (._.) Oh, and lastly , I can count the times I've gambled. and it's not more than 5 == and that's during Chinese New Year . and yet I never finish my angpaos money on the day I got it due to gambling. Some people wanna fight but they know they lose, yet they still wanna continue, usually end up talking like Zuzaila Zue. Don't even know what is she talking about == I pity people like this :( omg. 

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(Translate : Zack Wffw Zaaba : congrats Dato Sri Najib . After this , priotize the Malays first . It's so obvious that the Chinese want to rule Malaysia . Don't give face to those Chinese race . We will not be at loss if we push those Chinese people away . Hopefully we , Malays will be more stronger after this ) 

( Translate : Dayangku Marshuree : The Miri people were drunk of tuak that's why DAP won . Bumiputra don't know thankful . Not long more Miri becomes a Chinese ruled-land . Feel this la )

( Translate : Dayangku Marshuree : True. Support Pas that's why the (some) Malays confuse go and vote DAP)

(Translate : Siti Zubaidah Hassin : Whoever hates Najib go live other place la. Don't live in Malaysia anymore)

I don't know what this few Malaysians are thinking. & they keep saying that they don't want any racial disruption happening in the country yet they still continue on dissing about the other race == As I observe between all those comments, the Chinese and Indians did not scold the Malays but scolded Najib yet the Malays scolded the Chinese and Indians like nobody business :( I am not trying to promote or provoke any race here, all I am trying to say is what happen to that 1Malaysia? You keep using 1Malaysia here and there yet we are not 1Malaysia. But 1Malay 1Chinese & 1Indian . And I even read 1 Malay saying "those Malays who didn't vote BN are traitors of the nation" and I'm like WTF. I couldn't find the comments back and screenshot. sadly :( haiz

I really salute what Sonika Selvaraj said . And it is very very true, 

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RIP MALAYSIA DEMOCRACY

Dear blog,

During the 15 days of campaign , all of us were happy joining the fight along side with the opposition, Pakatan Rakyat. We were so confident we would get it this time. We are so tired of being robbed even in the day light. We are so tired of being robbed in the open, right in from of us. 

Tonight, as I was sitting anxiously with my boyfriend, watching the results from various sites, mainly Facebook , from 8.30pm till 11pm . Then he sent me home. My mum had asked me about the results for this year election . So I happily told her, "Mum, I think PR will be government this time after all. They are leading 50+ to 20+" . So I quickly switch on my laptop , hoping PR would increase their seats. But at 11.30pm when I did, to my horror I saw a piece of news. "Black out. Recount. BN won" . But earlier on when I checked, PR won . I've always thought our Prime Minister, Najib Abdul Razak was a sneaky corruption person bribing not only rich people, but poor rakyat as well. Who knew he was a magician as well, or maybe a wizard? changing every mortal into magician. Several cars in Semenanjung were stopped, and ballots box out of nowhere pop out. I am ashame. Ashame to call myself a Malaysian. Now more and more of my friends will migrate to overseas. Even my Facebook friends are blacking out and feeling all depress. 

People say they don't want Anwar to become Prime Minister as he once enter jail . Another said, Anwar wanted to sell us to US (well if he did, wouldn't that be a jolly. we wouldn't have to experience democracy's death) . How I see it, if Najib & Taib were strip off their jobs, they would have gone to jail ages ago . So what is the difference between them all ? The time of being in jail ? The reason ? Just because Najib give us money, give us laptop doesn't mean we should vote for him . He give us, we accept. We are grateful . But this is no reason for us to vote for him . We vote who we think is right, and who we think is just. Not who gives us free stuff everyday and rob us behind our backs, and use the money they rob from us, to get us cheap stuff or even give us RM500 that they dub could last a year. 

Reading the Barisan National's twitter account. They kept on retweeting fans of BN talking good about BN. But when I tweet them, either good or bad or just a neutral question, they never reply me. Sometimes I wonder how BN fans feel like ? Do they know the person they support is the greatest magician alive? Do they know the person they support is the most coward person who's afraid to lose so much that loosing the trust of majority of his rakyat is nothing compare to loosing? What is he? Afraid his other Prime Minister friend will laugh at him for loosing ?

"Just & Fair they say. Clean election they say. Democracy they say" 

Sometimes I wonder how does it feel like to be Najib ? Having such a thick face ? Doesn't he know everybody around him , every where , even overseas, are mocking him , mocking us ? Doesn't he realize that? Or , he does realize it . and go back home to sleep and comfort himself that we are just some meanies in high school , trying to pick on someone who isn't our size to pick on and that he shouldn't feel intimidated. This is most probably the most shameful , dirtiest election around . I feel like we're living in a dictatorship country . Thank God, Najib doesn't have a troop of soldiers shooting us . oh well, look at the bright side...

Oh well Najib, here's another sentence you could use every night to comfort yourself whenever you read hatred comments towards yourself  "Look at the bright side, I've unite the country just like I always wanted. 1Malaysia. woohoo" . ya ya. Unite as to hate you . HAHA oh well. look at the bright side Najib, Look at the bright side. 

SHAME ON YOU !! SHAME ON YOU BARISAN NATIONAL !! SHAME ON YOU NAJIB !!

RIP DEMOCRACY 6.5.13 . 

How I met him

How I met this guy, name Evans Ng. 

I still remember, me, my sister & Bex and few other friends who turn out to be backstabbers were hanging out, then Bex brought us all to meet Evans. & before I met him, I've heard stories about him like how he's a loving father who takes care of his son together with his family after his ex-bitch wife ran away. And I've also heard another kind of stories, where he is a playboy-abuser-gangster etc etc. Then when I first met him, my first question was... "You are Evans? Why you no look like paikia(gangster)?" . HAHAHA his reaction was funny lol. Maybe cause the first time I met him, he was wearing his glasses which made him look like a nerd lololll. But I did expect him from his stories to be tall, buff, muscular. But in real life, he's literally like a big ball of cuteness ♥ 

Then we started hanging out more often. We start to share our sappy stories together. And ask for each other advices. Then one day, I guess he put all courage together and ask me out for a movie date. & , I said yes. Mainly cause we know each other for quite sometime, and I'm quite sure he won't kidnap me and rape me. HAHA that's what I answered him when he said asking me out was easy lol. Then during our first movie together, I scream at those shocking parts (I usually over-react during movies) and he put his arm around my shoulder and pat my head. "sayang" awww it felt like a father-daughter relationship at some point :P ♥

Then we started going out every single day. We started to talk and bond a lot. And we even sing together! :') By then, it was a totally different Evans from the first day I met him. Cause the Evans I first met was flirty and always reeks of alcohol. By then, he was a new Evans. The more loving type of Evans. & caring. & we were comfortable with each other. ♥

During lantern festival last year, we weren't allow near each other. It's as if, we were forbidden to be together. But I'm glad, we stayed strong & eventually we came out stronger and now we're no longer forbidded HEHE anyways, the week before he asked whether he could play the lanterns with me & I said yes! but things went sour and rotten ): we didn't fight. it was more to uhm, a very sad moment for us. I knew that moment, I miss talking to him. & I felt like crying. & I was weak. & confuse. I tried my best to stay strong )': that stupid boyy. He even tried his best to get a pink octopus for me from the claw machine. Spent few tens. only to find out we can buy the octopus for a cheaper price instead. HAHA ♥

3 days before we got together, he kept asking for me. but I kept to myself. I didn't want another relationship. At the same time, I wanted to keep him. Confuse was I ~ Friends advice me about him, makes the confusion even more. And at times, it turns into fear. How am I not confuse? His words sounded true and sincere. We were usually sad and emo at night in those 3 days but the next day, we act like nothing has happen. He made me feel so. Loved. ♥

On 1st of October, I decided that, maybe I should just give him a chance. & today, we've entered our 6 months 9 days together. Half a year! & we're still loving each other like no other. Usually most of my relationship well turn sour by now, but with him it's different :* He can still make my tummy full with butterflies. I love him. ♥




Main reason I wrote this post was to clarify my position and his position in both our lives. I've been hearing rumours bout me dating a married man and yknow it ain't true :/ his ex-wife has left him and his son. and they both found me on the way. now we're all happy together yayy. ♥



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Evans. Xavier. Me.

People has often ask me how do I feel that my boyfriend has a son. Honestly I don't feel the need to feel anything? Now, I am attach to his son that I tend to call him my own son ;') && I love them both so muchhh. If they're happy, I am happy ♥



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